Today

Today I have just not felt like myself. The weather was beautiful so I am not sure what was wrong. We had to take Maddie back to the DR today. Two weeks ago the DR found protein, blood and white cells in her urine. This was the second time so I was a little freaked out. I worry so much about the health of my children. On top of all of this she has not really had much of an appetite but I think it has been because of this cold she has had. Anyway when we went back today there was only a little bit of protein so we are good. I am not sure how to feel about this because how will I ever know if she has blood in her urine again. Wait until she is sick again and just have her checked. Maybe I am making more of it that it should be, but I wouldn't think this was a good thing. I will have to do a little more research to calm my nerves. I try to keep it to myself because Joel will just tell me not to worry. I know the Lord will take care of us. I do need to get a handle on her attitude though. This morning she wouldn't talk to me on the way to school because I made her wear a jacket and it messed up her hair. She kept telling me her hair looked stupid. I thought it looked really pretty, but I don't count I guess. Then when I dropped her off at preschool she was loving all over me. I try to tell them both everyday how happy I am that God gave them to me. This morning she told me that she was glad God gave me to her. She goes from not talking to me, to thankful she has me. Typical girl I guess. Eli is his funny self. He didn't get into timeout at all today so that is great. We did pick them up early so I guess we were one up because of that. I am glad the weekend is here. Not much planned, but I look forward to the time with my family.